Dyslexic Tales: A Reflection

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Roots like anchors tethered me there on my verandah in the midst of a balmy breeze where I would read to him, my uncle. He had not learnt the letters but he valued them. Often asking me to get the Bible and read so deeply that when I first arrived in this grey jungle, swathes of Word would breathe through me.

I remember too, his callous but portentous words. This “bitch” he said, was going to be a teacher. And right he was too, for those days spent hunkered down on concrete graves and shaded by crotons, I was writing a future I could not see yet.

And his grandson, who I taught so patiently was one they said would never, if ever, learn. I was related to them but by some ‘graced gene’, I learnt quickly and well. To this day though they are known for their ignorance, their lack of academic proficiency and when a new child arrives who reaches above it all to know the letters, they are praised; revered

No wonder though that tears washed me when I watched a Nigerian girl tell of her tale of discovering her Dyslexia. It’s so simple in this new world to know that there is an answer for the struggle in which they have been perpetually captured. But I don’t know if they know.

I don’t know where Jamaicans are in their recognition of learning disorders. When our children are unable to read or learn in line with others, are they still buttus and dunces? Or has the narrative been elevated to give place to the truth of multiple intelligences? Do we now see beyond the what is to what could be when reasonable adjustments are made?

I probably should know the answers but I don’t. I have travelled so very far from home. I can hear the voices though; the ones like Oladoyin’s that are crying in the wilderness. And just like that, in the blink of an eye, I am still tethered there on my verandah in the midst of a balmy breeze.

https://www.bbc.com/pidgin/tori-54963307 (Dyslexia by Oladoyin)

Thankful Beyond Measure

Scavenging for time, that tiny 20 minutes at the end of a long day where the children are almost in bed. I’m squirelling them away, hiding them close to my chest for those nights ahead when rest will elude me. There is too, that aching in my chest, a supreme feeling of nostalgic joy that seeks to cover me for I am remembering my youth. Days, filled with hours, when I would lie in the bath with candles and books and a world of romantic sighs. These pungent memories swirl, seek fervently to cover me in their blanket white thickness. And I revel in them all.

For I am thankful beyond measure for a host of simple blessings that have overtaken me. The breath which escapes so effortlessly, gracefully given. The love which I had hoped for, that for aeons had been deferred, is now my reality. These prayers I whispered, deep in the darkness of loneliness, are flesh and blood to me.

How many ways am I thankful? I cannot count the ways. Joy now visits me in tears. May 2021 be even greater as I dwell in even more gratitude. I pray you’ll join me in gratitude too for I know so much good is ahead of us and is in fact, already here.